"You're the sun, you've never seen the night
But you hear its song from the morning birds
Well, I'm not the moon, I'm not even a star
But awake at night I'll be singing to the birds" - Your Best American Girl
I know that I don't deserve you. You're too good for me,
and I'll never be as good as you. You're honestly the best person I've ever met
and I know I don't deserve you.
"He only loves me when
There's a means he means to end" - Jobless Monday
It sounds like Chuuya talking about Dazai. He thinks that Dazai don't care for him and just left him. All alone.
"It's no big surprise you turned out this way
When they close their eyes and prayed you would change
And they cut your hair, and sent you away" - Twin Size Mattress
First line reminds me, that there's a reason (my fucked up childhood) for many of my
personality traits and that my mother's actions are giving now feedback
"Now I have neither happiness nor unhappiness" - No Longer Human
At this point I just feel empty. I don't feel sadness or happiness, I feel only emptiness.
"I know that I am liked by other people,
but I seem to be deficient in the faculty to love others." - No Longer Human
At this point I don't know if I'm actually able to love anybody.
What's love anyway. Why I can't just love somebody?